I’m lying in bed, listening to
a classical playlist, and as I’m typing this I know that I have to sleep before
12:00 am because I don’t have an excuse to sleep any later and my classes start
early tomorrow. As I’m typing this, I tell myself that I mustn't keep it sad or
nostalgic or any of that stuff because that isn't what this blog is about. And right
now, I feel like I’m juggling between a conversational mood and well… how I
write when I don’t really feel too happy but not too sad, either.
But wow, college is hard.
Getting around UP is not as easy as I thought it would be. Somehow, it feels
like a new world, and one I’m still finding my way in. Living so far away from
home does make me feel more mature, but it also highlights how young and
childish I had been and am at this very moment.
Of course, this is probably
just a huge adjustment period for me. It, too, will pass and I’ll be laughing and
holding my own in this enormous place someday.
Nevertheless, now I sort of
understand why most college people and those above them view High Schoolers as inexperienced
children; why most of my friends became less carefree when they went to college.
It really is a different world out there.
PS. First post! Yay! I'll try to keep my next posts more informal and conversational than this.
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